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Minh's avatar

Thanks for sharing these vulnerable observations and feelings Lyle. This probably takes good amount of courage to publicly share - rooting for your transformation! I love differentiating between nice and kind - there is a fine line to become a pushover

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E.L. Zeitgeist's avatar

Such a fantastic essay, Lyle. I too appreciate your nice-vs-kind callout. I saw so much of myself in those quotes (You might be a Nice GIRL if...) but as you described your work conundrum, I realized how often my niceness toward one person/instance will mean I can’t be kind to another person/instance (e.g. work vs husband, family member vs family member, someone else vs myself). I also see how my niceness bucket drains and then I’m very unkind to the poor soul who is next in line. I’m sorry and Yuck. As an aside, the agency of women I work for is also very nice, too nice, and we’re all tired of being taken advantage of. So we pushed new 2024 contracts that finally ask for what we deserve after being so nice for years. Of course the clients are very unhappy. It’s been so painful for us. While we compromised and lowered our proposed new rate, we stood our ground on the important pieces because we’ll never grow if we don’t try. I share this only because I feel the discomfort you’re going through... but let’s both hope that by letting go of the “nice” addiction--and possibly looking like a real asshole by comparison--will reset our baseline of being kind to ourselves and to others. Thank you for giving me that perspective this morning.

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